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Axis of Tortures

by Suffer Yourself

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Merciless shade draws a line on my chest Evoken is submind of God. Slowly flow I, in endless river Washed pictures move along Stream is cold, mind is frozen, thoughts are boiling Expired emotion Calls me deeper Far, far deeper I go Everything is reversed, putrefied Colors - weak Noises - loud Memories - faint Far, far deeper I go Everything is reversed, putrefied Was I somebody? Did I grieve? No answers left And time has died.. Alone, but surrounded Surrendered, but undead. Where am I? Exit I chase Entrance to the desert - I neglect. Poor replications are all around Stoned imagination Or real madness? Skin comes out and grows again Forever and never Thousands of afterlifes and neverending torment Die and resurrect, thirty-five times per second Objects materialize in reflections of themselves. Through the mirror I can pass Emerge on the any of five sides of it! (How come you don't move, my ally? Short glitches make you render inconsistent... Fixed it be must. There is a recipe.. for thriving bloom.. Or for rotting plasm?) Speed of light divided by zero With a dash of submarine dust With a half of lizard's eye With a handful of scissors... Where are you, coward? Traitor! Nocturnal stakes singing In a white robe I walk into the moonlight To hear their voices They sing for me Calling, calling. No connection, mind detached Skin shrank, strangling Hellish choirs recite my will Who am I? Thoughts diluted In fortified wine of intellectual carnage Ending the from count I Two-thousand-many-hundred-fifty-three is path of mine Mine the Path is. Stays with me my image. Forgive the forgetting Unbuild the destroyed. I levitate!
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Axis Despair 16:55
What's for? There is no reason. And I don't see why. No sense. Love. Agony. Futility. Decay. Love. What's for? Nonsense. There is no reason. Together we jump Into the sunlight Of bright memories For precious moments That smile. With a sneaky look. In the despair. Torn like a book Scratched out from life Compromised by existence Retaliating to shadow Unvalue! With my bare hands I dig out the grave Impersonalized, unnamed I should dissolve. Falling. Falling. Grasping. Choking. In my nightmare Right there I am Unseen But visible With earthquake's magnitude - I despair for Death. I demand judgement I desire resolution. (My choices are irrelevant My desires are unforgivable) Take all from me Take it all! I despair for Night. It takes my pain away In star-clad reality I may find my peace If I can I despair for Blood. I whip my shoulders I feel the smell of it on my tongue Self-torment Is a necessity. Fills me with reason. Blood. I despair for Sanity. I don't see why and what made me to. Nonsense I totally despise Reason. There I was, falling.
4.
Axis Pain 10:27
Rotten nerves, dripping blood Personal annihilation I shall open the Gates of abomination Unstoppable ruin takes over Paths crossed with ethereal Unholy Submerged in Rioting spasm Freezing breath Of Eternity. Cold tombstones of fallen ancestors Finally drenched in blood again Darkness impending So cold it is inside By my command undead crawls By my choice flesh dissolves Endless pit of eternal fall Desecrated reality lies before me Shared cosm of pain All around you see Eternal Pain! Buried and then reborn Self and spirit Forever unrest Seeking for ultimate resolution Bloody verdicts I sign Restless dreams I resolve As I creep through shadows Dispensing primordial dark. You die. Now. You die. Now.
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Axis Time 15:33
Progressing, stumbling Endless and painless Formless Unforgiving and merciless Hidden from view Yet, obeying to observer Wizardry of the mysterious ways Which time walks Remains unknown. While time - roams relentlessly Here. And nowhere - All and Nothing. All the bitter foolishness Of mankind We all just a twinkling blink In Universum's eye Instantly decaying, instantly begone Dead before the birth Looped in the procreation. A grain of sand In the hourglass May fall eternally May reverse its falling May cease from view It's all in wrinkled hands of time May the one suspend Wait eternally and teleport own vision To the light of the long-faded stars Still shining No thing more ugly and beautiful Than ephemeral time It pulverizes us to dust: Aeons to wait, moments to live. Endless yet instant torture.
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credits

released September 22, 2023

Suffer Yourself:
Lars Abrahamsson - Guitars
Johan Selleskog - Bass
Kateryna Osmuk - Drums, Soprano, Additional Growls
Stanislav Govorukha - Guitars, Vocals

Musical composition, sound engineering, recording, re-amping, mixing, graphical design - S.G.
Recorded at NecroCrypt studio, Stockholm
Mastering - Greg Chandler (Esoteric) at Priory Recording Studios

Album artwork - Eye of the Dark Star (1993), Otto Rapp - www.artofthemystic.com
Some of artworks used: Julijonas Urbonas - Euthanasia Coaster, scenery from old science litarature, shots from bubble chambers, archival photography of public domain, vintage engravings.
J-card design and tape production - Deitritus

Distributed by LevtKvlt, 2023
Co-released on CD and vinyl by Aesthetic Death, 2023

Hails to:
Ukrainian Army forces and all volunteers, donators and supporters who bring Ukrainian victory closer.
Eternal memory and glory to all the fallen Ukrainian warriors and civil victims in russian-induced massacre and war in Ukraine.
Beloved Liudmila Khorevich (R.I.P), Stu Gregg (for your support and being idea-driven); Otto Rapp; Malcolm Sohlen, Hexis: Filip, Luca and amazing session musicians Winnie and Benoît; Esoteric; Evoken; Copenhagen death metal maniacs; Fredagsmangel:t Micke & Nils; Tushar Satyanath (for cover art composition idea).
Any form of pure art; loud tube amplifiers and big cabinets; analog sound and physical sound formats; good technical documentation; GMC/Chevrolet vans and Grönstedts cognac.

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